[ it's not really that big of a deal that he was admitting absinthe was handsome but he wasn't going to stand for absinthe saying another nice word to him.
I'll confess I have not been keeping track of the vials you've consumed thus far, but this is not one I've had yet. -- They're all quite sweet, aren't they? I would have preferred a mixture of flavors to differentiate them. It would make it easier to keep track.
[ he's rambling and does not appear to be stopping??? ]
It's quite interesting how to try to freshen up these games when it's all varieties on a similar routine, is it not? It is about who can be the most shameless and tenacious in the affections they choose to pursue. I also assume it is a matter of popularity -- I'm quite sure I would not be one that is pursued for kisses by most per se, no matter how modest. It almost leaves me feeling ... despondent! Unloved.
[ it does sound like he's bullshitting part of that but also please save him Lucifel ]
[ drinking a purple vial first, before coming closer
above his head pops out a word:
bitter
and then more words appear, not unlike a cloud over his head:
bitter bitter bitter wary bitter bitter wanting bitter upset bitter angry bitter hate angry bitter upset bitter love angry bitter bitter bitter bitter bitter ANGRY bitter ANGRY ANGRY bitter UPSET bitter bitter Amused bitter hate bitter love bitter hate bitter love bitter hate bitter love bitter hate bitter love ]
[ -- his eyebrows raise and without bringing his hand away from his mouth he gestures to the words above Lucifel's head. hey buddy. what's up with that. ]
Perhaps it is surprise that you have any love left for me. Or is this the "love" you've discussed with me before? A sort of generalized, meaningless thing, where no matter how much I hurt you you will still love me?
I'm quite touched if that is the case! As monstrous and terrible as I am there are not many that would choose to love me. Or is it because of my monstrosity you feel that I must be loved? Is is a foolish sense of pity, perhaps, that cause you to feel that way?
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Date: 2020-09-13 03:53 am (UTC)taking a yellow one, now ]
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Date: 2020-09-13 03:54 am (UTC)Out of curiosity -- do you feel any different upon drinking that one?
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Date: 2020-09-13 04:06 am (UTC)I suppose I shall.
[ he'll be leaning down to kiss him though before doing any real investigating. ]
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Date: 2020-09-13 04:08 am (UTC). . . Excuse me a moment, my throat is a bit parched.
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Date: 2020-09-13 04:15 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2020-09-13 04:16 am (UTC)[ he isn't going far though, he's really just getting a drink off the table ]
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Date: 2020-09-13 04:26 am (UTC)[ he'll be readying a blue vial in the meantime, waiting to drink it only for when Lucifel returns. ]
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Date: 2020-09-13 04:27 am (UTC)There's nothing but alcohol here. . .
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Date: 2020-09-13 04:32 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2020-09-13 04:34 am (UTC)Ah, where were we?
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Date: 2020-09-13 04:37 am (UTC)I'll confess I have not been keeping track of the vials you've consumed thus far, but this is not one I've had yet. -- They're all quite sweet, aren't they? I would have preferred a mixture of flavors to differentiate them. It would make it easier to keep track.
[ he's rambling and does not appear to be stopping??? ]
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Date: 2020-09-13 04:39 am (UTC)just letting him talk, drinking his liquor for a little bit longer. ]
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Date: 2020-09-13 04:43 am (UTC)[ it does sound like he's bullshitting part of that but also please save him Lucifel ]
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Date: 2020-09-13 04:46 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2020-09-13 05:03 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2020-09-13 05:06 am (UTC)[ drinking a purple vial first, before coming closer
above his head pops out a word:
bitter
and then more words appear, not unlike a cloud over his head:
bitter bitter bitter wary bitter bitter wanting bitter upset bitter angry bitter hate angry bitter upset bitter love angry bitter bitter bitter bitter bitter ANGRY bitter ANGRY ANGRY bitter UPSET bitter bitter Amused bitter hate bitter love bitter hate bitter love bitter hate bitter love bitter hate bitter love ]
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Date: 2020-09-13 05:14 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2020-09-13 05:16 am (UTC)]
My, did you have a question? I'm afraid I don't understand, though.
[ is there "amused" somewhere in that cloud?
maybe ]
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Date: 2020-09-13 05:19 am (UTC)Perhaps it is surprise that you have any love left for me. Or is this the "love" you've discussed with me before? A sort of generalized, meaningless thing, where no matter how much I hurt you you will still love me?
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Date: 2020-09-13 05:23 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2020-09-13 05:29 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2020-09-13 05:31 am (UTC)[ is all he gives, letting him take that to talk more ]
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